I miss YOU ♥

even thought we are fighting, but you came to my house just to wished our 6 month and gave me a cake, so sweet of you sayang :') i miss the old you, pleace be nice to me? :(

but now you left me alone a turning point in my life, i always believed you, no matter in what. your last words are still in my heart, its hard to believe! i will never wish to leave you, please i am begging you, dont break my heart, the pain it causes for me, is har more enough. once you said you loved me but that all soon changed. i cant smile while hurt, but still giving you a fake one! you will never know how much i love yoy and how much i miss you and how much i deserve you and how much i care you, AND how much i obsessed into you. do you believe love is everlasting? i will prove you how it is! i never expected someone like you in my life. every rainy evening reminds me of the time i have spent with you :/

Amer, i just want to ask you something? do you remember when you said you loved me? er do you remember telling me you cared abt me? and do remember saying that you will always be there? i love you with all i had, with everything i owned. i just want to hear your voice right now. but then i think, why? why am i calling you? is it possibly because i have nothing better to do? hmm you said i was the best you ever had, and now do you still think the same? erghh will you please bring me back into this game? 

huhh, i loved you and i still do but i must try to let go, try not to think of all my old HOPES :'(

MY HEART IS BROKEN AND YOU DONT CARE (!)